Biography:
Gary Maurice Lucas Jr. (born August 17, 1988) is an American rapper, singer, songwriter, record producer, poet, and actor from Worcester, Massachusetts.
Lucas received widespread exposure and critical acclaim after the release of his single "Ross Capicchioni" in 2015. In June 2017, he released his fourth mixtape, 508-507-2209, which was his first on a major label. On November 28, 2017, Lucas released his single "I'm Not Racist", which quickly went viral, gaining him further attention and praise.
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[Intro]
E F# G#m
E
Yo
G#m B E G#m
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
You will eventually
E
Some day
One day
[Refrain]
E
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
G#m
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E
I hope you understand I love you more than life itself
G#m B
And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty
[Verse 1]
E
And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside
G#m
I fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
E
I never wanted kids until I lived and went through hard times
G#m B
And became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds
E
But you know how that shit go
G#m
Young and reckless, different women part time
E
And I wasn't ready for that life yet, I was in my dark prime
G#m
Me and your moms ain't get along and she gave me a hard time
B E
I really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time
E G#m
I wasn't happy when she said she was pregnant
E
Probably the worst news of my life, that shit was so depressing
G#m
I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
I'm sorry that I said that shit, yo I was trippin'
[Refrain]
E G#m
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E G#m
I'm sorry, yo
[Verse 2]
B E
And I never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance
G#m
Yeah I'll admit it, I was scared of that type of commitment
E
Even hopes of a miscarriage, anything bad that could happen
G#m B
That'd get me out of that situation, I was livin
B E
I felt like shit about my thoughts, that wasn't me, I'm different
G#m
Plus I was dealing with some demons that I couldn't live with
E G#m
I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
[Refrain]
E F#
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
G#m
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E G#m B
Hope you don't hate me, I was selfish, I hope you forgive me
E G#m B
Hope you forgive me
[Verse 3]
E
And I still remember your baby shower like it was yesterday
G#m
And to your mom it was special, me, just another day
E
I wish that you could see the pictures, all the fake phony smilin'
G#m B
Had to pretend that I was happy, deep down I was cryin'
E
Ma asked if I was okay, I turned around and looked away
G#m
I was dryin' all my tears, look back to say yeah
E
I was lyin', goddamn, how the hell I get here?
G#m
This is it, this supposed to be my life
B
This ain't how I pictured it
E
I never felt so damn alone, but it was more than often
G#m
One of the worst days of my life, and I ain't even lyin'
E F#
We argued when we came home, I blame myself for all this
I think that I was holding a grudge 'cause she ain't get an abortion
I'm sorry
Damn
[Refrain]
E G#m
And I know you can't understand my words but you will eventually
B
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E F# G#m
I can't believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me
E Gm
Please, please
[Verse 4]
E
And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside
G#m
I fight so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
E
I sacrifice my life so you could live it
F# G#m B
Peace, want to give you things my father couldn't give to, me
E
I think I was raised wrong, and that's just what it is to me
G#m
And if you ask him then his ass gon' probably disagree
E F# G#m B
But whatever, whatever
E
And nothing's ever made me cry as much as you, I swear
G#m
Your smile gives me motivation and some new ideas
E
My worst fear is always you not knowing who I am
G#m B
'Cause I been on the road dreamchasing for you out here
E
I was the first thing that you opened your eyes to
F#
And the last one that you said goodnight to
G#m
I went home and cried to
And I bawled my eyes out, and then watched you
E
Glad I got you, that's a blatant fact
G#m B
And every negative thing I said I swear I take it back
[Refrain]
E F#
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
G#m
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E F#
I hope you understand I love you more than I love myself
G#m
And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty
[Outro]
E
I was feelin' empty
F#
I been feelin' empty
G#m
I put my emotions in this music when I'm feelin' empty
E
I hope you forgive me
Please, please
E F# G#m
E
Yo
G#m B E G#m
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
You will eventually
E
Some day
One day
[Refrain]
E
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
G#m
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E
I hope you understand I love you more than life itself
G#m B
And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty
[Verse 1]
E
And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside
G#m
I fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
E
I never wanted kids until I lived and went through hard times
G#m B
And became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds
E
But you know how that shit go
G#m
Young and reckless, different women part time
E
And I wasn't ready for that life yet, I was in my dark prime
G#m
Me and your moms ain't get along and she gave me a hard time
B E
I really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time
E G#m
I wasn't happy when she said she was pregnant
E
Probably the worst news of my life, that shit was so depressing
G#m
I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
I'm sorry that I said that shit, yo I was trippin'
[Refrain]
E G#m
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E G#m
I'm sorry, yo
[Verse 2]
B E
And I never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance
G#m
Yeah I'll admit it, I was scared of that type of commitment
E
Even hopes of a miscarriage, anything bad that could happen
G#m B
That'd get me out of that situation, I was livin
B E
I felt like shit about my thoughts, that wasn't me, I'm different
G#m
Plus I was dealing with some demons that I couldn't live with
E G#m
I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
[Refrain]
E F#
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
G#m
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E G#m B
Hope you don't hate me, I was selfish, I hope you forgive me
E G#m B
Hope you forgive me
[Verse 3]
E
And I still remember your baby shower like it was yesterday
G#m
And to your mom it was special, me, just another day
E
I wish that you could see the pictures, all the fake phony smilin'
G#m B
Had to pretend that I was happy, deep down I was cryin'
E
Ma asked if I was okay, I turned around and looked away
G#m
I was dryin' all my tears, look back to say yeah
E
I was lyin', goddamn, how the hell I get here?
G#m
This is it, this supposed to be my life
B
This ain't how I pictured it
E
I never felt so damn alone, but it was more than often
G#m
One of the worst days of my life, and I ain't even lyin'
E F#
We argued when we came home, I blame myself for all this
I think that I was holding a grudge 'cause she ain't get an abortion
I'm sorry
Damn
[Refrain]
E G#m
And I know you can't understand my words but you will eventually
B
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E F# G#m
I can't believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me
E Gm
Please, please
[Verse 4]
E
And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside
G#m
I fight so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
E
I sacrifice my life so you could live it
F# G#m B
Peace, want to give you things my father couldn't give to, me
E
I think I was raised wrong, and that's just what it is to me
G#m
And if you ask him then his ass gon' probably disagree
E F# G#m B
But whatever, whatever
E
And nothing's ever made me cry as much as you, I swear
G#m
Your smile gives me motivation and some new ideas
E
My worst fear is always you not knowing who I am
G#m B
'Cause I been on the road dreamchasing for you out here
E
I was the first thing that you opened your eyes to
F#
And the last one that you said goodnight to
G#m
I went home and cried to
And I bawled my eyes out, and then watched you
E
Glad I got you, that's a blatant fact
G#m B
And every negative thing I said I swear I take it back
[Refrain]
E F#
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
G#m
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
E F#
I hope you understand I love you more than I love myself
G#m
And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty
[Outro]
E
I was feelin' empty
F#
I been feelin' empty
G#m
I put my emotions in this music when I'm feelin' empty
E
I hope you forgive me
Please, please
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